My Job : 2nd day

This second day felt like running really fast. I mean it was not like the first day, even more customers came but that felt like a really long day.

On my 2nd day at last i could make some beginning of good relationship with my partners and the owner... i guess ? Well, at least we could talk and a bit joking. No problem, i think it's a good start. And the other things that occurred was... i made a mistake... but Alhamdulilla nobody realize that. Lol.

Ooh たすかった.

When some customers ordered drink small size... i gave them medium... Lol.

Okay... Then i was very anxious my sholat time. I couldn't make it when some old men were in the way.

My Job : The 1st day

Well, kind of tiring. Yesterday was the first day i did my job in Sushi Gakuen.

So many people came. A lot of them came from JKT 48 club.

Yes, they're all men.

Sigh... man, they're so noise. Laughing and kidding with loud voice. It felt so annoying.

Yeah, okay i didn't talk to much with the customer but only wrote the order and helped the cooker.

She talked a lot. So, it's easy for me to help her.

And yeah... she acted like "close friend" to anybody. She laughed and kidding with the customer, not like someone.

who am i lying to

Aku bilang aku akan menyerah... Aku bilang aku ga akan pernah manggil dia kakak lagi... Aku bilang tidak apa-apa jika dia tidak menyukaiku. 

Tapi apa yang kulakukan sekarang... saat aku takut pada mimpiku, aku mencari-cari alasan bicara dengannya... 

aku begitu ingin memanggilnya kakak. Aku begitu menantikannya bicara padaku. 

Aku tidak ingin dia pergi... Aku tidak ingin menyerah padanya... Aku tidak ingin dia menyerah padaku. 

Siapa yang aku bohongi. Hatiku tak pernah ingin yang lain. Hatiku tak bisa menyukai yang lain. Hatiku tak pernah berharap pada yang lain. Hatiku hanya menginginkanmu. Meski bertepuk sebelah tangan pun aku tidak bisa menghentikannya. Meski aku berkata ingin menyerah pun aku tak bisa melakukannya.