Healer

Has anyone ever felt sick of life?

I have.

I feel so sick of living a fake life.

No one really see me at school.

No one really ask me at home.

What a lonely day.

I feel so empty so i show no expression to the world.

My eyes full of anger being ignored.

My eyes full of sadness being left behind.

My eyes just can't lie.

So i tried to find a healer.

That healer could really fix my heart.

It's beating more just to hear his voice.

It's beating more just to see from a distant.

That healer made me want to rely my life on him.

I almost did, when that healer choose another girl to be heal.

I still can't forget.

I miss his method healed me.

Though i hate his method killed me.

Left me with false chance to... heal.

I tried to wait, but he never come to see me again.

Maybe he won't.

Even though i said that i can set him free now.

Even though i said i can let him go now.

I just can't forget.

Even there's no feeling towards him anymore.

I just can't forget my healer.

I can't forget my killer also.

So, i bet you have your own healer.

A healer who can fix your life, who can take your heart as its value.

When a healer comes i wish you won't let your healer go that easily like a fool.

Like me.

So, i wish the best luck for your healer so your healer won't let you go as well

as to have you is the best luck ever.

Don't forget to take a good care of your healer.

You won't know when to let go so the right time to do is always the present.

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