One's drowning heart

"I wish him back..." That's what i thought the moment i saw his smile. I never know how do does he feel about me... But still i can't stop my self from dreaming.

I wish i won't make the same mistakes... 

won't do the stupidity... as i used to be. 

So, he couldn't leave my side again... so i could see him for the rest of my life.

Every time i remember the way his eyes look at me.

I feel like singing

I feel like dreaming

I feel like breaking

Everything in this world seems to disappear... 

His gaze is the only one which never dies.

Now i don't really want to wish... 

Now i don't really want to dream... 

Now i don't really want to wait...

All that i want is to know how he feels about me,

Does he like me the way i like him

Does he think about me the way i think about him

Does he remember me the way i remember him

If he doesn't the i way i wish he does, i won't regret anything.

I will accept all the fate God gave me.

If he isn't for me... I will wish him happiness.

If we could not be together... I will wish him serenity.

This feeling at last will be drown deep down in to my darkest side. Will not to be revealed. Will sleep for eternity.

I give him my bless to be free.

Then I whisper into the air that i love him.

Before i release my love for him.