Another Nightmare

Sigh~ 

i really had some amazingly scary dream one hour ago. There's an evil red vampire. I would be pleased if the vampire was looked like Strigoi Dimitri or Adrian, but unfortunately he wasn't at all. It was Chinese one. And he jumped. I hate vampires do that. He wasn't alone, he had companies who served his hunger of human blood. And there's a girl. Me. He wanted to eat me!! But then he said "younger than that"... Well, the one who made he thinks like that it was me. It's my dream okay. I can't lose in my own dream. Hell, I would let those super ugly vampire eat me.

Organization I'm on

On Friday, September 6th I was pointed to be in some organization. I am now serving as vice chairman. Well, i don't really understand about what should i do yet. I guess just helping the chairman. He indeed need help. He works a lot. I can tell he's experienced by his movement. And i know he's good at socialize. Something that i am bad at.

恋って　本当　大変だね。
Seberapapun kau berjuang melupakannya di dalam kepalamu... 無理みたい。　いつも　いつでも　あいつは　やっぱり　来て　くれる。
それは　やっぱ　困るんだ。　来ないでと　欲しいけど　何で　最後に　来るの？
ひどい。。。　ひどい　過ぎる。
私の　気分が　かまいませんか？　私の　気持ちは　どうですか？
何で　答えられないんだよ。
私が　ダメだって　もう　分かったから　でも　何で　あの　時に　私を　呼んでくれたの？　何で　私の　右肩に　抱きしめてくれた？
もう　分かったのよ？　私のこと　を　ずっと　ずっと　好きだから。　君の　存在を　逃げるなんて　出来ない　から　もっと　困ったの。

だから　歌を歌う。　でも　あなたは　聞こえないんだね？