真夜中の日記

まあ～

私の好きは秘密じゃないんだけど。。。

毎日が　ずっと　考えてるの。

でも　私のことを　想えてるのか　もう　分からない。

私は　甘いに慣れたくないんだから、　あまり　気にしない。

自身がない　から。

お兄ちゃんにね　「楽しくないんだ」と　言われたら。

だから、希望を　もう。。。消えちゃったかもね。

情けない　見たいにも。。。　馬鹿みたいにも。

仕方ないよ。　お兄ちゃんが　私のことなんて　ぜんぜん　気にして。

もう　だから。。。メールが　ありませんから　私は　諦めちゃ　そう　決めたんだ。

恋 の 日記

私は　楽しくないって　言われた。　私も　めんどくさいなって　聞きました。

もう。。。なんでよ。私の　初恋が　こんなに　くやしいなの？

諦めちって　良い　私？

だって　あきらめたいんなら　あきらめないからさ。

私　怖いです。

Gimana kalo ujung-ujungnya cuma jadi tempat pelariannya aja?

Ibarat pemain baseball aku cuma jadi pemain cadangan.

それは　やだよ！

Trouble Chocolate

Uohohohoho... Anime jaman dulu bangeeeeeet. Tapi wajib di tonton.

Ceritanya lucu... 

Favorite Quote "Yah, Lumayan."

Semua karakternya gila!!!

Ada yang kerakusannya tak tertandingi

Keterlaluan baka

Narsis Level Dewa

Lebay stadium akhir

Kegilaan Drama Cinta Membara

 

もう お兄ちゃん ！

やっばい。。。

私　お兄ちゃんのことを　好きすぎて

I'm too involve with him lately. Too much thinking about him.

That's not good for my soul... really not good. What should i do ...  ?

I couldn't resist ... 

My Job : 13 day

I felt like had a bad bad day yesterday.

 まったく。めんどくさい。。。もう

Udah kesandung dua kali di jalan... 

orang-orang pada nyebelin.

Masa di katain jahat tanpa alasan yang jelas dan menjanjikan.

Why? He likes me? 嫉妬 ？

My Job : 10th, 11th, and 12th day

 Well, nothing really much had happened.

I did as usual... shopping, cleaning, checking ...

We had some new menus such オムライス　and　カキ氷。

 

What always bother me is some of staff doesn't do fasting so far.

Why they're so spoiled their self

とてもむかつくだった

My Job : 8th and 9th day

Well, the cafe did not really open these couple of day.

It's because still under renovation.

Though I don't really know what the renovation exactly. Lol.

Okay i went shopping again on saturday with a staff friend.

We bought some ingredients like meat and some onions.

Sunday was not a really fun day ... they all were sleeping when i arrived there.

And yappari... they were not pasting yesterday.

I should have already known that they could not possibly do.

Ha... Boys.

私変わったか？

私夢を来た。変な夢。それより違うの男だった。

何でだろうこれは。。。

あのパートナーが来たんだってさ、

私の夢に　それで　私を　抱きしめて、私を　愛して。。。　すごい感じだった。

だって彼が私のことをすごく気にした。

そして彼の家族が私に　すごく優しいくて　面白かった。。

実の家族じゃないんですよね。

彼の家族が　見てなかった。

でも彼らが私のことなんて　受け入れられたそう。

それが私の夢だった。

My Job : 7th day

What i had to do yesterday was quite interesting... shopping.

Going through the traditional market was not easy...

And what i thought annoying was the price... people going mad in Ramadhan.

What were they thinking?? The price is getting insane! Saus tar tar.

It has been decided that she's not doing her job here anymore.

Great, now i'm the only staff girl here.

My first Ramadhan was succeed ! Awesome!

................................

 

My Job : 6th day

Today the cafe did not open due to run out of the materials. 

So i got a mail from a staff there and he told me to arrived at the cafe on 8am to clean up.

But i said "Yesterday we've cleaned it up, haven't we?"

He said "Yeah but yesterday evening we opened... and we sold 30 portion of ramen and yakisoba."

"Awesome!" I said round eyed while whispering to my self "nice not to be there"

I know he's a nice guy but has a problem with hygienic things. That's why i helped him cleaning up.

I was home at noon.

My Job : 5th day

Today i had an appointment to see a friend in CFD.

I considered to check out the cafe since they mentioned me to come and share the brochures... But what i did was different at all. I thought if it was just sharing the brochures i could pretend to go up and then run away. But drying up the dishes? Oh nooo

My Job : 4th day

 

疲れたんだ。。。

馬鹿な先輩

 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

My Job : 3rd Day

My third day was going well as before. Not really well for somebody i guess.

The first thing i saw when i got there was there's somebody crying... with her bf. I didn't what's the problem.. i didn't really wanna know, since that was out of my business.

So with the problem she looked so annoyed... and decided to get home earlier. Well...What? Okay no problem since there's another who cooked.

Oh and the my senior couldn't come either due to his problem.. which was i didn't know either.

And the owner... he was got into some little journey.

Why was everybody leaving?

My Job : 2nd day

This second day felt like running really fast. I mean it was not like the first day, even more customers came but that felt like a really long day.

On my 2nd day at last i could make some beginning of good relationship with my partners and the owner... i guess ? Well, at least we could talk and a bit joking. No problem, i think it's a good start. And the other things that occurred was... i made a mistake... but Alhamdulilla nobody realize that. Lol.

Ooh たすかった.

When some customers ordered drink small size... i gave them medium... Lol.

Okay... Then i was very anxious my sholat time. I couldn't make it when some old men were in the way.

My Job : The 1st day

Well, kind of tiring. Yesterday was the first day i did my job in Sushi Gakuen.

So many people came. A lot of them came from JKT 48 club.

Yes, they're all men.

Sigh... man, they're so noise. Laughing and kidding with loud voice. It felt so annoying.

Yeah, okay i didn't talk to much with the customer but only wrote the order and helped the cooker.

She talked a lot. So, it's easy for me to help her.

And yeah... she acted like "close friend" to anybody. She laughed and kidding with the customer, not like someone.

who am i lying to

Aku bilang aku akan menyerah... Aku bilang aku ga akan pernah manggil dia kakak lagi... Aku bilang tidak apa-apa jika dia tidak menyukaiku. 

Tapi apa yang kulakukan sekarang... saat aku takut pada mimpiku, aku mencari-cari alasan bicara dengannya... 

aku begitu ingin memanggilnya kakak. Aku begitu menantikannya bicara padaku. 

Aku tidak ingin dia pergi... Aku tidak ingin menyerah padanya... Aku tidak ingin dia menyerah padaku. 

Siapa yang aku bohongi. Hatiku tak pernah ingin yang lain. Hatiku tak bisa menyukai yang lain. Hatiku tak pernah berharap pada yang lain. Hatiku hanya menginginkanmu. Meski bertepuk sebelah tangan pun aku tidak bisa menghentikannya. Meski aku berkata ingin menyerah pun aku tak bisa melakukannya.