私のこと

Well, well,

 I realize that i'm not kind that can express her feeling truthfully in front of people, that can talk properly even with her friends. Then what i can do?

Write.

Through writing i can more express my self. I can be more honest. And can be more friendly.

Sometimes in front of people i have my own fear. So i can feel uncomfortable when lots of people surrounding me, talking. I feel like to go to loner place where i have no worry about how people look at me or how do i should look in front of people. Place to feel free to be me. Just me.

What's wrong with me?

I'm a girl who don't really care about fashion and boys.

All i care is enjoyment and people who make me feel warm.

いけめんが　いいけど　優しい人は　特別なの。

皆は　弱いから　でも　特別な人と　一緒には　もっと強くに　なても　できる。それは　本当よ。

だから　私も　特別な人を探して行く。

そして　空を見上げて、未来を楽しく作る。

私は　私らしく生きてる。

私の夢にHeiseiがいる

最近、私の夢には　ヘイセイがいた。

全部よ　皆がいました。皆私には　友達になりましたと　言っていた。

本当幸せね　私は。

山田さんも。

 元も　みんな　私に冷たいことを　やってましたよ。

私　どうか　分からないんだ。

だけど　私は　みんなに　もっともっと　近いに慣れたいから。しっかり　みんなと　仲良くできた。

本当よかったと　思うんだ、夢しか　いえないけど。もう私は

　こんな幸せで。

すぎは　きっと　現実に　伝えてできるなの。まってね。

私の気持ちが　山田さんに　言っていた。でも　彼の答えはまだ　分からないし。

山田さんには　みんなには　私　ありがとうって　言っていたい。好きって伝えたい。

でも　みんなが　帰ちゃった。私も　行きたいけど。

皆　待ってね！！　私そちが向かってくるんだ！！！！！

みんなと　会えましたよ。

きっと。

これは　私の願いだから。

黒い言葉

最近　私はずっと怖い思いが考えて。
分からないけど　もう私ずっと我慢して。隠れて。
怖くて　怖くて　誰も聞いてないから。
怖くて　怖くて　誰に伝えたいから。

うちもずっと　怖くて　怖くて　誰も見てみる。
お母さんが　知らなくて　忙しい。
お父さんも　気にらなくて　分かってない。
兄弟なんて　もう　結構です。

雨の日

いつも　雨が　降る。いつも　雨を　見て。

何考えるの？

雨と　話できるなら　何を　伝えますか？

今までも　私　いつも　一人で　頑張ります。誰かの　私の気持ちを　分かってる　って　ずっと　そう　思います。

さびしいな　想いが　いつまでも　心の中に　教えてくれた。

寒い風も　ささやく　する。

怖いって 怖いって 私 の目がいつも 言える。

山田さんへ

今私は　悩んでるです。

私、本当には　日本人を　愛したいです。でも　日本人と　私が　違う過ぎる。　そんなこと　私は　もう知ってる。それでも　この　甘い夢と　言うか　まだ消えなくて　忘れないです。そして　その　日本人は　山田さんしか　考えられないです。

こんなことも　ありえないなんて　もう　知ってる、でもね　私どうしても信じたいです。だから あの笑顔が。。。その優しい微笑みが　とても大好きです。

誕生日の 言葉 : 知念君へ

2013年　11月　30日　。。。　この日は　知念君の　誕生日だって　私　築かなかったです。ごめん。

 じゃ～　願いが　ある　のかな？





私はね、知念君に　祈りが　ただ　一つ　あるんです。ずっと幸せになってね。知念君の　幸せが　あるなら　その　暖かいの　微笑みが　私を　感じて　もらっても　できるから。

だからね。。。それで　何も　良い　ことの　ためなら、私は　ずっと　きっと　応援 してます。

キャハ。。。　；P

The Gloomy

After through every nightmare experience about life. . One life would be stronger. . Stronger to hate every existence close to her. Always being afraid if it might be happened again.

She cries without a sound every sadness she goes through.

She waves to anybody in the shadows to get a hope of a little sunshine

She scream in silence when no body even want to get close to this gloomy existence.

Now i don't want to pity my self again. Don't wanna afraid of left behind. Don't wanna stay in this darkest side forever.

I don't need hope of a prince's salvation

So far i do this alone

So far i fight this war alone

Why do i still dreaming of fairly tale?

Now, the sun bright from the east. I do what i need to do. I fight what i need to accomplish. Then i'll rest my mind for a while to see if i could reach the cloud above and make it my move to be one of the stars that shines so bright every night and day. Never lose faith. More bright and bright till the end of it's life.

Another Nightmare

Sigh~ 

i really had some amazingly scary dream one hour ago. There's an evil red vampire. I would be pleased if the vampire was looked like Strigoi Dimitri or Adrian, but unfortunately he wasn't at all. It was Chinese one. And he jumped. I hate vampires do that. He wasn't alone, he had companies who served his hunger of human blood. And there's a girl. Me. He wanted to eat me!! But then he said "younger than that"... Well, the one who made he thinks like that it was me. It's my dream okay. I can't lose in my own dream. Hell, I would let those super ugly vampire eat me.

Organization I'm on

On Friday, September 6th I was pointed to be in some organization. I am now serving as vice chairman. Well, i don't really understand about what should i do yet. I guess just helping the chairman. He indeed need help. He works a lot. I can tell he's experienced by his movement. And i know he's good at socialize. Something that i am bad at.

恋って　本当　大変だね。
Seberapapun kau berjuang melupakannya di dalam kepalamu... 無理みたい。　いつも　いつでも　あいつは　やっぱり　来て　くれる。
それは　やっぱ　困るんだ。　来ないでと　欲しいけど　何で　最後に　来るの？
ひどい。。。　ひどい　過ぎる。
私の　気分が　かまいませんか？　私の　気持ちは　どうですか？
何で　答えられないんだよ。
私が　ダメだって　もう　分かったから　でも　何で　あの　時に　私を　呼んでくれたの？　何で　私の　右肩に　抱きしめてくれた？
もう　分かったのよ？　私のこと　を　ずっと　ずっと　好きだから。　君の　存在を　逃げるなんて　出来ない　から　もっと　困ったの。

だから　歌を歌う。　でも　あなたは　聞こえないんだね？

話の夢

夕べは　また私の夢に　彼が　現れたから。　そして、私　～　振られちゃった。　マジかよ。　あの女のせいだ、なんてね。　私　本当　情けみたい。　自分に　かわいそうだって　言っていた。

私本当に好きかな？ 実はね。。。　彼氏とか友達とか兄貴とか　もうかまいません。　ただ　私は　ずっと　彼のそばにいたい。　そばにいたなら　私　落ち着くに　出来る　幸せにも　出来る。　でも　彼は　私に　近いになって　いやだ見たい。　どうしたらいいの？

SET ON FIRE

お久しぶりね since i wrote on this blog long long time ago.

Okay today i have some news for my dear reader (do i have even a reader?).

Yeah well you can read the news form KOMPAS or METROTVNEWS or TRIBUNNEWS.

Begun in the morning at five some friend text me that some traditional market was set on fire.

WHAT? But why it's so silent around my house though the distance's quite near? People said the fire have been burning since middle of the night.

初恋が降りなきゃ。 (I should put and end to my first love stories)

私、また　だまされた。

Yesterday i've been told that...

Well, he kind of already have a new girl friend.

マア　ね。。。

真夜中の日記

まあ～

私の好きは秘密じゃないんだけど。。。

毎日が　ずっと　考えてるの。

でも　私のことを　想えてるのか　もう　分からない。

私は　甘いに慣れたくないんだから、　あまり　気にしない。

自身がない　から。

お兄ちゃんにね　「楽しくないんだ」と　言われたら。

だから、希望を　もう。。。消えちゃったかもね。

情けない　見たいにも。。。　馬鹿みたいにも。

仕方ないよ。　お兄ちゃんが　私のことなんて　ぜんぜん　気にして。

もう　だから。。。メールが　ありませんから　私は　諦めちゃ　そう　決めたんだ。

恋 の 日記

私は　楽しくないって　言われた。　私も　めんどくさいなって　聞きました。

もう。。。なんでよ。私の　初恋が　こんなに　くやしいなの？

諦めちって　良い　私？

だって　あきらめたいんなら　あきらめないからさ。

私　怖いです。

Gimana kalo ujung-ujungnya cuma jadi tempat pelariannya aja?

Ibarat pemain baseball aku cuma jadi pemain cadangan.

それは　やだよ！

Trouble Chocolate

Uohohohoho... Anime jaman dulu bangeeeeeet. Tapi wajib di tonton.

Ceritanya lucu... 

Favorite Quote "Yah, Lumayan."

Semua karakternya gila!!!

Ada yang kerakusannya tak tertandingi

Keterlaluan baka

Narsis Level Dewa

Lebay stadium akhir

Kegilaan Drama Cinta Membara

 

もう お兄ちゃん ！

やっばい。。。

私　お兄ちゃんのことを　好きすぎて

I'm too involve with him lately. Too much thinking about him.

That's not good for my soul... really not good. What should i do ...  ?

I couldn't resist ... 

My Job : 13 day

I felt like had a bad bad day yesterday.

 まったく。めんどくさい。。。もう

Udah kesandung dua kali di jalan... 

orang-orang pada nyebelin.

Masa di katain jahat tanpa alasan yang jelas dan menjanjikan.

Why? He likes me? 嫉妬 ？

My Job : 10th, 11th, and 12th day

 Well, nothing really much had happened.

I did as usual... shopping, cleaning, checking ...

We had some new menus such オムライス　and　カキ氷。

 

What always bother me is some of staff doesn't do fasting so far.

Why they're so spoiled their self

とてもむかつくだった

My Job : 8th and 9th day

Well, the cafe did not really open these couple of day.

It's because still under renovation.

Though I don't really know what the renovation exactly. Lol.

Okay i went shopping again on saturday with a staff friend.

We bought some ingredients like meat and some onions.

Sunday was not a really fun day ... they all were sleeping when i arrived there.

And yappari... they were not pasting yesterday.

I should have already known that they could not possibly do.

Ha... Boys.

私変わったか？

私夢を来た。変な夢。それより違うの男だった。

何でだろうこれは。。。

あのパートナーが来たんだってさ、

私の夢に　それで　私を　抱きしめて、私を　愛して。。。　すごい感じだった。

だって彼が私のことをすごく気にした。

そして彼の家族が私に　すごく優しいくて　面白かった。。

実の家族じゃないんですよね。

彼の家族が　見てなかった。

でも彼らが私のことなんて　受け入れられたそう。

それが私の夢だった。

My Job : 7th day

What i had to do yesterday was quite interesting... shopping.

Going through the traditional market was not easy...

And what i thought annoying was the price... people going mad in Ramadhan.

What were they thinking?? The price is getting insane! Saus tar tar.

It has been decided that she's not doing her job here anymore.

Great, now i'm the only staff girl here.

My first Ramadhan was succeed ! Awesome!

................................

 

My Job : 6th day

Today the cafe did not open due to run out of the materials. 

So i got a mail from a staff there and he told me to arrived at the cafe on 8am to clean up.

But i said "Yesterday we've cleaned it up, haven't we?"

He said "Yeah but yesterday evening we opened... and we sold 30 portion of ramen and yakisoba."

"Awesome!" I said round eyed while whispering to my self "nice not to be there"

I know he's a nice guy but has a problem with hygienic things. That's why i helped him cleaning up.

I was home at noon.

My Job : 5th day

Today i had an appointment to see a friend in CFD.

I considered to check out the cafe since they mentioned me to come and share the brochures... But what i did was different at all. I thought if it was just sharing the brochures i could pretend to go up and then run away. But drying up the dishes? Oh nooo

My Job : 4th day

 

疲れたんだ。。。

馬鹿な先輩

 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

My Job : 3rd Day

My third day was going well as before. Not really well for somebody i guess.

The first thing i saw when i got there was there's somebody crying... with her bf. I didn't what's the problem.. i didn't really wanna know, since that was out of my business.

So with the problem she looked so annoyed... and decided to get home earlier. Well...What? Okay no problem since there's another who cooked.

Oh and the my senior couldn't come either due to his problem.. which was i didn't know either.

And the owner... he was got into some little journey.

Why was everybody leaving?

My Job : 2nd day

This second day felt like running really fast. I mean it was not like the first day, even more customers came but that felt like a really long day.

On my 2nd day at last i could make some beginning of good relationship with my partners and the owner... i guess ? Well, at least we could talk and a bit joking. No problem, i think it's a good start. And the other things that occurred was... i made a mistake... but Alhamdulilla nobody realize that. Lol.

Ooh たすかった.

When some customers ordered drink small size... i gave them medium... Lol.

Okay... Then i was very anxious my sholat time. I couldn't make it when some old men were in the way.

My Job : The 1st day

Well, kind of tiring. Yesterday was the first day i did my job in Sushi Gakuen.

So many people came. A lot of them came from JKT 48 club.

Yes, they're all men.

Sigh... man, they're so noise. Laughing and kidding with loud voice. It felt so annoying.

Yeah, okay i didn't talk to much with the customer but only wrote the order and helped the cooker.

She talked a lot. So, it's easy for me to help her.

And yeah... she acted like "close friend" to anybody. She laughed and kidding with the customer, not like someone.

who am i lying to

Aku bilang aku akan menyerah... Aku bilang aku ga akan pernah manggil dia kakak lagi... Aku bilang tidak apa-apa jika dia tidak menyukaiku. 

Tapi apa yang kulakukan sekarang... saat aku takut pada mimpiku, aku mencari-cari alasan bicara dengannya... 

aku begitu ingin memanggilnya kakak. Aku begitu menantikannya bicara padaku. 

Aku tidak ingin dia pergi... Aku tidak ingin menyerah padanya... Aku tidak ingin dia menyerah padaku. 

Siapa yang aku bohongi. Hatiku tak pernah ingin yang lain. Hatiku tak bisa menyukai yang lain. Hatiku tak pernah berharap pada yang lain. Hatiku hanya menginginkanmu. Meski bertepuk sebelah tangan pun aku tidak bisa menghentikannya. Meski aku berkata ingin menyerah pun aku tak bisa melakukannya.

今日は誕生日だ

私幸せで。。。

 

こんな優しい友達がたくさんいるんだって。

今年はケーキがあるんで始めてなのよ！

アイスクリームもあるん！！！プレゼントももらったから。

本当だ最高の誕生日今日わ。

One's drowning heart

"I wish him back..." That's what i thought the moment i saw his smile. I never know how do does he feel about me... But still i can't stop my self from dreaming.

I wish i won't make the same mistakes... 

won't do the stupidity... as i used to be. 

So, he couldn't leave my side again... so i could see him for the rest of my life.

私の初恋が来た！！！

私まだ信じられない。。。昨日は私の初恋が本当に来た。　嘘と思った。だからもう三年だよ。　ああ、もうわかんない。でもやっば一杯好で。
いつか届きますように。

私どうしたらいいの？

夜の日記

私、幸せだ～

友達がいるんだよね。　この大切な気持ちが覚えてったんだ。　友達って最高だね。

Last night i met my old high school friends. That was so fun. We talked so much and we laughed as much as we talked. Lol.

We talked more about our high school. How it has changed extremely since our graduation.

About My Self Potential (Talent) ?

Have you ever thought about your potential or your talent? Of course the answer would be "yes". Me too. I often think about "what is my talent?" or "what could i do in the future?"

When i was in elementary school i thought i have some potential in English and Math so i was imagining that i could be an astronaut. Didn't know why... lol

Dream High

This is a really good drama.

The story was about some teenagers who fight for their dreams. It's cool how they could overcome every obstacle which block their way. It's about a dream. It's about how we must not give up our dream no matter what. Even there's a time we feel so down and so afraid to reach our dream... We just should close our eyes and dreaming.

Our dream would lead us the way.

Our dream would make us stronger.

Our dream would take us higher.

I should get a JOB !

Oh My God... I want a job so badly. I even dreamed it last night. I know i should get a job. I know there's nothing else i could do before i get some earning... i have no way... and i have no chance.

aahhh... i should be more creative.

I'm trying to do some blogging right now. But i'm worried about the legality. I know every body do that. But... i know it's not right too.

I should make some blog which is not endanger me... but what... maybe some tips... but what tips?

I have no tips for my own self how could i have one for the others.

My days

お、お久しぶり！

 

 It's been a long long time since i posted... soo many things had happened!!!

I thought that my days were so boring... but, i'm not sure anymore.

Well, maybe sometimes its were

But i couldn't help it right?

Life always has a funny way to live

Sometimes... ironic

Faith

This is some Korean drama that you should watch.

 

Why?

Because for me the one who has the most temptation is like the main man character. Despite his handsome face (no one deny that) he has something in his heart. Protection. He always could protect people around him. They whom are precious to him. And brain. He definitely know how to use it. Wisely. And he completely use his manner. That what men should have. Manner. Making girls feel save around him. Making me swear to live my life with him. For ever and after.

Lee Min Ho

He was perfectly living the character.

Making me more and more thinking about him.

About what men could do...

About How a man could lure me extremely.

҈    I wonder if my spelling were right

諦めませんか

I had a really really bad day.


It just... The truth is what they need it's not me. When she said "don't go and leave me alone here." it truly means "don't go and leave me doing these study alone, you have the brain, and i have you."

Great! Just go shopping and playing and leave me alone with studying.

It hurts.

Human Relationship (?)

Memang lebih menyenangkan kalau kau berada di "tempatmu" sendiri. Bersama dengan ras, koloni, bangsa, ataupun spesies yang benar-benar mencirikan dirimu sepenuhnya. Itu yang aku sadari kemarin. Berada di tengah keramaian tanpa tahu siapa orang-orang yang mengelilingimu tidak lebih baik 100 kali dari pada berada dengan satu orang yang mengerti apa yang berada di kepalamu.

About blending in

昨日、友達の家を来ました私が。誕生日だった。

Then i realize that... I haven't changed.　ぜんぜん変わってないと気づいた。

I still can not blend in well with people even though they're my own friends.

Mostly i didn't know what were they talking about. But i know it was funny so i laughed with them. It's so silly i thought.

Am i that weird? Awkward? Possibly...

神様　どうしよ　。。。

私ね、大学をやめると思うんだけど。

It's not like something that laziness take over but  i'm just thinking that... it's not the right thing to do. 最初からね。From the beginning i never thought that university would be best for me to take. It doesn't go well so far. I never thought that "I do belong here!!" once before or even after. I wanted to stop. But i was falter, my parents wanted me to at least have my title. But i never thought it was what i want. I want to learn something new. I wanna make some awesome design, sophisticated software... some good arts.

ホントはね － 奥村初音

ホントはね

歌手：奥村初音
作詞：奥村初音
作曲：板垣祐介

 

「大丈夫」は便利な言葉

いつの間にか私は　嘘つきになった

。。。

Things I wanna do

I really do not want to go to that college anymore! Why can't anyone understand that?! I know i don't belong there! I can't stay longer. I know it won't works for me. I can hardly make friend, or show what i can do. And i never find what i've been looking for there. I feel like strangers in the class. When everybody really enjoy their life with playing and shopping... I can't. Nobody like to study. Nobody like to not cheat. Nobody like to appreciate what i've done for them. In force of course. So far nothing good happen to me. I don't know what i should do in that place. I never do. It's so frustrated me. It's extremely irritated me. And yet, nobody can understand that. They said "Every college would be the same." Oh really? Have them tried their selves? I bet no. So, did they say that just because don't want me to leave?

My far-away friend

おはよう皆！

Today i'd like to tell you about my-far-away-friend.
He's from another continent. He's so kind and nice. Always listen to my stories and encourage me a lot. How lucky i am having him to be my friend. There in his country he told me that he's studying and working a lot. He want to find a job abroad his country, like me. Okay it's not like i hate my country or anything... It's just i like travel a lot. I think there's so many people, so many languages, so many cultures out there. And so many places i wanna play. And more experiences to tell, for sure.

Well, i guess that's all. I don't know what to say. It's just how i appreciate his kindness...

He said to me to keep in touch with him. He always waits for the time my stories come. No one ever said that to me, so
 とてもうれしいは私は。ありがとう、マックシ。

今日の日記

私ね、どう言う人間かなってまだ迷う。何で私はこんな難しい人間になれるかな？自分をいつも分からないんだってそう思う。それより私ね、力があるかな？いつもいつでも日本で行きたい。いろいろのことが見たい。でも、私なんて。。。出来るかな？
頑張ろうって自分をいつも言った　だけど、私は簡単に迷った。誰でも分からないけど、いつか分かる人が現れた欲しい。だからこのままじゃ寂しいは私。でもね、諦めちゃダメ　分かるよ。寂しいなら私はずっとずっと頑張るよ。だって頑張るならもう悲しいじゃないは。さあって。。。一緒に頑張りましょうか？皆？
私達はきっといつか夢を叶えるよ。諦めないは。

How i change my blog template

おはよう　皆さん!　お元気ですか？

This time i'd like to tell some experience about my blog template. This kind of interesting for me. Good template makes me wanna post good posting. XD

It's quiet hard at the fist time. Well, because i didn't understand enough how it works yet. Now i know so it doesn't matter anymore. At least i understand how to put my template on and how to match it with my layout.

Vampire Academy

Hi... Whoever accidentally read this ... :)

I was just read these amazing books authored by Richelle Mead titled Vampire Academy.

It's so awesome. How Rose fight for ones who she is loved the most. For her best friend Lissa. And for the one she is involved with... Belikov...

ANGER

Definition:

• To make painful; to cause to smart; to inflame.
• a strong emotion; a feeling that is oriented toward some real or supposed grievance
• Trouble; vexation; also, physical pain or smart of a sore, etc.

FANTASY~ baik atau buruk ?

Well, artikel. Aku, diriku, di sini sedang mencoba membuat sebuah artikel. Entah itu menggunakan bahasa ibuku, atau bahasa ibu orang lain. Kau lihat sajalah sendiri. Karena, sumpah, aku lagi super bersemangat kali ini. Dan berani taruhan, hal ini amat-sangat-jarang terjadi. Penekanan pada kata sangat oke.

Jadi, ini bukan mengenai diriku yang bersemangat pastinya. Bukan. Tentu saja bukan. Well, mungkin sedikit. Haha.

You will never know what could you got after reading a book!

Game

This Game is held for every 50 years. This old game have been exist for a quite long time ago. They said that this game created by a sorcerer named, Morfin who was once a great wizard beside Merlin.

This game is about a letter. But not only a common letter. This letter has some magic spell which will be activated when anybody who has a sorcerer blood or any magic power touch it. What spell? Destroying Spell. In other word only a human can touch it without destroying it.

This letter contain some spell also who makes the winner can achieve a crystal ball. This crystal can make one dream come true. But just one.

This crystal can be activated by the one who cant touch the letter, a sorcerer. So, this about grouping a sorcerer or more and a human or more to have one purposed and one ambition in order to achieve it. There is no limited number of people. You can grouping as much as you want, If you could.

So, the core of this game is those sorcerer must protect the human from another group who will be their opposite as well as they can. If one of the race lose, they automatically can't continued the game. Every method is allowed. They will be given three chances to live. And killing is mean suicide.

What a game, right?

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Ghost story

Hooo... anyone want to listen my ghost story?

There's a kid, little girl cold sara, she just moved to a village which full of huge stone all the way. And there's this one stone. She dream alot about that stone. And the next day she met her first friend, Rama. They played quiet often. One day he asked her to go out with her at the stones place called wood stone. He led the way. . . then they arrive at a corner which

rounded by very huge stone. "Why are we here?" Asked sara.

泣いたこと

HARRRSHHHHH ......... there's so much i want to say! but as i used to be, i cant. why? (no one ask me) because when i start to talk in the middle of my emotion (angry, kurushii, wtf) i will immediately start crying. かっこ悪いんだよ。ちっくそ！！！ Well, that's why i always hide it inside. Right! because i dont want to show my tears to anybody else! Even i dont believe my parents. What a family!!!

悲しい 心

アタシかわるできるかなってまだ迷っている。

誰もアタシに望むを聞いて。。。あた寂しいんだよね。　ずっとずっと怖いな人間になた。馬鹿なアタシ？　アタシ仲間が欲しいんです。とても欲しいんです。　本当合いたかったんだから。この先もずっと　会いたいんです。もしも皆が要らないから仲間がいるならあたし大丈夫とおもた。アタシ　泣いたんだ。こんな寂しいのアタシが一番嫌いんだから。

もうやだ。もう止めたりさせてください。アタシなんか強くなれないずっと。ただ弱い人間ばかりで。嘘ついて笑ってる，それは馬鹿じゃないの？　誰も見てくれたのに。どうしよ？アタシ嫌われたの。
皆同じだからってそういう思うんだ。何が変わるんだ。何も。全部が嘘だからさ。

まいい。。。

hari ini aku harus ngerjain makalah sampe beres.　ウザインだけどもしかたないよ。頑張れましょうか

It's a brand new day

ああ、できました！自分のブラッグは作りました。やった！やった！

yesterday i just bought my new three number for my modem. i thought i would ask someone to company me for it but yaaa... やっぱりアタシはまだダメなのに。。。　でもそれはいいよ。全然気にしなくなかった。アタシ一人だけで大丈夫だから。おお、そして、i did it! i could use japanesse language on my pc now. すごいなアタシXD

アタシ今気づいたの　どんな悲しみ来た、苦しみあった、生きてなら大丈夫。友達が会った，家族がいた。きっと、幸せも来るから。

はは、アタシ何いちゃったの？

じゃあ。。。今日は頑張りますよ！日本人でわありませんけどアタシの日本語はいいでしょ

ヘヘヘ 。。。。：P